Why doesn't my love cut someone like a knife?
Why doesn't someone's love cut ME like a knife?
If I am a shell, why do I feel so empty?
Will I ever be more than mediocre?
Will I ever not have to invite myself to every occasion?
Will someone ever want to be my best friend?
Will someone ever want to hold me?
Will I ever actually find a woman that will love me?
Do people think about me?
Will I ever be good enough?
Anyone want to be more than friends?
If I died right now would I touch any hearts and break them?
Break them like my shell.
That was a great post. I really missed your blog. Glad it's back :)
ReplyDeleteNic Thomas, there will be a thousand people who will tell you that they would be devastated if you died. But I don't want to answer that for you. I want you to think about me and then figure out if I'm one of the people who actually would be devastated.
ReplyDeleteDear nic, I think about you always. And I love you. And this made me cry. So keep writing, because it really hits the spot.
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