Christmas Eve

I've caught it. I feel it running through my veins and circulating in my brain. I've been sick for a while now, but it hasn't hit me until tonight. It happened to me overnight sometime. 

I grew up. 

It's Christmas Eve and I don't feel the giddy feeling of Christmas morning approaching. I should've know it had been happening, I wasn't even excited for my Birthday this year. 

Growing up has left holes in my soul that presents just won't fill anymore.

Tonight is just another night.

Tomorrow morning will be just another morning.