Monday, May 19, 2014

Lions, Lions, and Lions. Oh My.

How do you rhyme beats of the heart
With words from the mouth

Why is love like climbing a barbed wire fence? Is it really worth it to try and get to the other side? That's not even a good analogy, you can't just climb any fence you want, and what the hell happens if you get to the other side and you don't like where you are?

Maybe that's the perfect analogy


Is love really sunshine and roses? Yes. But it's also a long hike to get to those roses, and they still have thorns. But that's ok.

Because what's love without work







And what's beauty without pain



Thursday, May 15, 2014

Empty

Off in mountains somewhere there was a cottage. The cottage’s exterior was built out of planks of wood that had aged to a peeling gray color. The land around the cottage was sparse with the occasional weed poking it’s head out of the dirt as if to say hello. There was a car out front, reminiscent of the past, it was rusted, yellow, and dented to oblivion. There was very thin ivy growing from the ground wrapping itself around the white rims holding them down, the tires were frowning as if to show you that they hadn’t gone anywhere and weren’t going anywhere for a very long time.
Up the front steps and through the cracked screen door there was a man placed at a table, a man that time had forgotten. That table was the only piece of furniture. The cottage was empty. The table was next to a window on the left side of the room, the window had been dirtied by the years transforming all light that entered through into a pale green aura that highlighted all the dust in the air and on the man’s face. The man clutched a piece of glass similar to the window. With every ruby that left his pruney fingers a whimper was released from his withered lips, and the rivers and valleys of his face cast deep shadows over his faintly beating heart.
In front of him torn pieces of memories littered the splintered wooden table. Under the sound of pain his broken barrel of whiskey voice whispered curses to himself “Damn me. All the good ya had left is cut to bits. All the good ya ever had is cut to bits”. Looking at the glass in his hand just cleansed by a lonely tear drop he whispered again “Damn me”.

Off in mountains somewhere there was a cottage. The cottage’s exterior was built out of planks of wood that had aged to a peeling gray color. The cottage was old and empty. And so was the man.

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

For Names Sake

The definition of my name is “people’s victory”.  It’s defined by endless joy, but also by loneliness. It’s similar to one too many raindrops, and too little sleep. It’s followed by a deadbeat who’s trailed by a doubting man. It’s the color of warm gusts of air, and has the smell of coffee it can’t drink. It’s the shouting of words that need to be heard but never understood.
It’s the name of a man that discovered everything yet claimed nothing, a real victor. I’d tell you a story of the amazing man I’m named after or the wondrous way of how it came to be me, but it’s simply mine because my parents thought it fit.
It’s the only one that doesn’t start with C and it’s seriously lacking in the H department, and it’s been retrenched to the point of near extinction. South of the border they hollow out the beginning and lighten the end, In Russia they dirty it and make it of the earth.
It’s a tiger that looks a lot like a bear, but sounds like a lion. It’s the sound of an only boy surrounded by women that can’t seem to get along, but can seem to agree to hate. At school it’s pronounced acquaintance, and at home it’s corrected to stranger.
If you say Nicolas six times fast you just may hear it sing, say it
fifteen times and it may just be your friend, look into his eyes, take his hand,
and he'll love you for a life time if not more.